Missing the break

I miss my break
And I feel lost
What is at stake
And what it cost

I needed that time
To rest my brain
Not to shine
But to stay sane

to breathe a bit better
And get out of the wall
To have a life less bitter
And to dream, that's all

I should resist for now
And meditate tonight
To blink to the snow
And get ready to fight

Even if I get down
Some beauty finds the way
To bring up the crown
That show better days.

27.06.2024