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You seem different, and it feels like you feel the same way that I do,

But I have seen this before, where I felt that those delusions in my head were true.

I am scared that once again, I will be the only one to fall,

And I feel as if I am constantly running into a wall.

Because I want to experience love so bad,

But being the only one in love is the only kind of love I have ever had.

I feel myself getting excited every time we talk,

And I want to open my heart, but I am having trouble reopening the lock.

After getting hurt so many times, it seems like I always read the situation wrong,

And I can't even relate to the heartbreak that I hear in the songs.

Because the closest I have ever gotten was loving someone who wouldn't even give me a chance,

And the whole time I was getting my hopes up while everyone else knew the reality of our stance.

 Everyone is telling me that this time he feels the same,

And I love the thought of being able to confidently say your name.

As bad as I want to believe it will end up being you,

I am having trouble forgetting everything that I have been through.

I guess I have to allow myself to open my heart,

Because I have already discovered that your name is attached to a certain part.

You have helped me to rediscover my light,

And you helped me to see that maybe there is love somewhere in sight.

For the first time in years, I have finally started to believe in love again,

And you helped me to realize that there still are good men.

It's too early to say what this will turn into,

But as of right now, I can say that I see it being me and you.

I am so glad I decided to give you that card,

And because of you, I am slowly starting to believe in love, and let down my guard.