Goodbye, Beau

It's been 3 days since I had to say goodbye to you

the worst part is,

you aren't dead

dad said you're a nuisance

but you were my everything

he lied and said that you ran away and died

my heart said otherwise

when i told dad i found you, 

he didn't want you anymore

my sweet boy that i have had for 13 years

you were everything

you loved running around 

chasing butterflies and everything that moves

your goofy smile and soft white and brown fur

it was my comfort

we were your home

i'm sorry i was the only one to say goodbye

i'm sorry i couldn't keep you

i pleaded with dad

you were part of my family

but at the end of the day

we weren't there's

I hope your new owners love you

with the very little years you have left

maybe i'll find a home

just like you did