Darkness

I miss the warm feeling ,

Of being held ;

Somehow appealing,

Instead of being repelled .

 

These arms feel different ,

She never lets me go ;

Inconsiderate ,

To let the rest of my emotions grow.

 

She’s the only one around ,

When I feel alone ;

I can’t be found ,

When I’m not shown .

 

The only one who hugs me ,

No entitlement ;

Without warranty ,

Or judgment .

 

Her purpose is to embody,

I’m scared of what she sees ;

We are nobody ,

I am her and she is me.