my heart cries but i shall not let anyone see it

My heart cries but i shall not let anyone see it

For then they shall question me about how i feel

And I

Am not quite skilled at conveying what wrenches my heart and lays it bare

 

So allow me to suffer silently and in peace

And say not a word when i am afar

i'll solve your problems but 

i don't mend mental wounds

 

My heart cries but i shall not let anyone see it

Mother, i wish no distress on you,

Brother, i wish to be strong in your eyes

My sisters, i wish to be your ideal

 

Acquaintances, this is not who i am 

I am not a bleeding heart but a machine

A machine you see me as ready to dance

Dance and be a novelty.