When I Kill Myself

When I kill myself,

I will fly above the clouds and

Soar through hearts;

An artist's muse.

When I kill myself,

I will fall through the

Deepest grave;

A lover's remorse.

When I kill myself,

I will swim past the wars

and the violence;

A father's abuse.

When I kill myself,

Remember the poems

Explaining how much

I love you.

So love,

When I kill myself,

Remember it was you who

Tried to toss the light to me.

My dear,

When I kill myself,

Remember it was your smile that

Wrote it's signature on my heart.

I put your name on a bullet

So everyone knows

You were the last thing to

Go through my head.