THE LAST LOVE LETTER

I can’t believe I’m writing about you again 

Let this be the last and the end of it 

It all started when you called me your “special friend” 

I should’ve known back then 

I couldn’t see, I couldn’t hear 

The voices in my head were never wrong 

But I was with it, into it 

And this might not be the end of my life 

But it sure feels like I’m burning alive 

Your worst mistake was thinking I’d be here 

My worst mistake was hoping you’d be there 

We were living in a fantasy 

Two souls separated, yet connected 

So good, so true, it felt like ecstasy 

My favorite time to cry is in the traffic lines 

When it’s cold and gray almost feels like home 

And foggy, I get lost in the bliss 

All the memories that refuse to let me roam 

I won’t carry this weight much longer

Let the rain wash and cleanse my soul
The fire you lit now turns into embers 

Fading slow, as I regain myself and control

I'll find my peace in the spaces between 

The chaos, the stillness, the unseen 

This time, I'll rise without a hand to hold 

You were never meant to be my fold 

This isn’t an ending, just a beginning 

Of me, finally breathing, finally living 

So here’s to you, one last love letter 

One last love letter to close the door

To all the dreams I won’t dream anymore 

I’ll leave this letter where it belongs 

In the past, with all its broken songs

And with this final letter, I’ll sever the tie 

To the memories that taught me how to say goodbye.