I Have Social Anxiety

I have a myriad of problems

Running through my brain

And for so long I've tried to ignore them

And when the alarm clock goes off

I want to roll over and snore

But I can't...

There is a series of problems in the world

For the world is potent

And I am socially anxious as well

Behold all the people who are just like me

For they are desperate to stay in their homes

And do this wonderful thing called nothing

I feel anxious all the time

And I don't know why,

And why am I scared of people?

Why am I afraid of the world at large?

For I can't deal with this

The broken rag doll strikes again!

I want to run in the middle of the street

And take my own life...

How beautiful it is when my heart pounds again

In the midst of my broken father,

A broken father who may have anxiety himself

A broken father I've never known

And in today's world

That is a crime,

A crime that cannot be solved

At least not intelligently

For the world is an open space full of bullies

Lurking around

And looking for their next victim

Who can save a broken rag doll from this life?

At least I don't have to whisper no more!