Random Thoughts 3

I’m losing all motivation

I don’t want any medication

I’m losing all dedication

Don’t wanna live much longer

People say you will get stronger

And you will get better

It won’t be like this forever

But I swear I’m cursed

Everyday it just keeps getting worse

I’m losing interest

In things I once loved

Now I just shove

Them aside

I just can’t decide

I don’t wanna be along for this ride

I just wanna hide

And maybe just die

Cause I don’t know how much longer I can survive

My motivation, my drive

Is no longer alive