Lifesaver

Like some parallel universal, it was monument.

Got to be a warning from all that went wrong.

Would get more warped out of the world.

I did not realize, the lies are known as truth. 

We all got each other wrong, this is a mistake

that I cannot trade back. It keeps getting more

deranged. I suffer not the hand of devil, but the

God. 

That will accept me, but not allow me

and heaven almighty 

never lands. Leaves me empty.

Made it so I will suffer slow.

Death is all he'd deliver,

and heaven almighty.

Like some parallel 

creature, it was monumental.

Or a moment I wanted to be on cloud nine.

Except eternity; is worthless when we lived out our lives.

Because to discover heaven as some endless repeating

cycle.

To be close to someone.

Got to be a warning from all that went through yesterday's rapture.

Would I had got warped too. Even the celestial banquet can 

be too much of consumption,

we'd eat the world itself.

So I thought it wrong,

when I wanted to fly 

but I got too close to the Son of God.

And I fell...too.

Because I was not 

grounded in his powers.

Just wanted to be loved, for myself

it wasn't easy. While to be loved by others

was not supposed to be.

I wondered...

All the time I want to pull the curtain back

to find what or who was behind the scenes.

Looking at the darkness, that plays the role

when the hero destroys; the villain saves

the world.

As heaven itself 

was playing for keeps.

To erase my place.

In this vast ocean.

Am I my own lifesaver,

when I don't find

anyone.