The autistic frienship

You and me we've seen most anything,

A long list of reasons to say "fuck it I'm done"

And yeah sure we know we're not the only ones...

In the end, we all spend...

Our lives wondering, on who we can depend.

And as it is... We've been given this.

So what's left to do but to pretend?

But the mask it slips and slides and then it hides,

Great timing once again.

I get to think of all the ones we lost...

But no I wont mention them.

I'd like to be the one that does it right

A top notch of a friend... but I can't, I'm a bit of a cunt.

And from ourselves, our own lives we must defend.

Did you say something?

No I didn't

Oh....... I could have sworn that you did.

"I must be losing it" you said

"It's just the voices In my head,

They tell me I'm the worst cause I'm the worst so i can't comprehend

What its like to be alert and on trend"

Hey my friend, it's gonna be alright in the end.

And all the ways we have to work an extra day, just to keep up.

And if you listen everyone thinks, you're walking 'round passing the buck.

Well when the day draws to an end we think "That day fucking sucked"...

Yeah, it seems fucked,

You feel alone as you lock that door shut,

Cause sometimes we just don't make the cut.

Some times all it takes when I'm lying here awake,

Is pop a pill and take the time to think of you and write some rhymes.

Well yeah they suck, and some are too much but that's just how i am...

And when I'm high I give to little of a damn.

You like reading things that gives a window right inside my freakish little head,

So you can think about the freakish things you'd do to me in bed,

Or floor, or door, you whore

It's nice to read a rhyme.....

When you are high, yeah it's nice to read a rhyme.

When you have a drink, I say its nice to write a rhyme.

There's too many thinks so hey lets put them in a rhyme.