what happened

"come here" your hand signals

it was a dark corner, the perfect hiding spot

if I hid with you we might win

I looked up to you, the coolest cousin I thought

I walk over to you and you extend your arms

I came to you but you pulled me closer

I felt an odd gut feeling I couldn't interpret

you put your arms around me, a hug from behind

I assured myself it was find and didn't want to resist you

but as you stuck your hands up my shirt

touching and squeezing my boobs I knew something was wrong

I knew it was bad but I froze out of fear

what would you have done if I tried to fight back?

your sister came into the room searching for either of us

I don't remember when you put your hands down my skirt

as your sister searched for us for minutes you continued

touching my body with your hands while keeping me in place with your arms

when she finally was so close you pulled your hands back

then she found us and you convinced her to have us rehide

and you did it again I followed your 'welcoming' hand

I went back

I went back to you