Dad

When I was first born my dad walked out and never came back,

Tease me bout not having a dad your just provoking an attack,
 
This feeling in my heart I can never explain,

Will I ever please you with all these hours I train,
 
What you did tore me apart inside,

When you walked out that door a little part of me died,
 
Even though your not around inside I'm still growing,

Every time you leave I'm thinking where're you going,
 
Every time I write I want you to be there for support,

I'd make you so proud if you saw my school report,
 
Cause one night I was missing you, you appeared in my dreams,

I may look happy but I'm filled with such anger I'm bursting at the seams,
 
I'm so happy now I'm like a light glowing,

But that light will go out if you ever say "sorry I'm going"
 
Daddy please don't leave, is it me?

If you want I'll change and be the daughter you want me to be,
 
I try and try to succeed and get paid,

When I'm told I'm a failure I want to use my blade,
 
Every good thing you say fills me with joy,

When I have a kid please let me be there,
 
Cause I'll be different to what you where and what you are,

And when my kid need me I'll be the there in the hour,
 
When my kid is older I'll get a ball and we can go throwing,

If he ever asks me "are you leaving"? I'll say no son I'm never going,
 
I'll never leave my son I'll always be there,

Cause unlike you dad I actually care,
 
For the ones I cherish and love I'm no fool,

If my family gets annoyed I'll say "ignore it and rise above all"
 
I wanted to hunt but was never taught bowing,

But I've asked you a million times where the hell you going?
 
I've given up now and dad you should too,

Cause guess what dad, I now don't give a fuck about you.