Unhinged

I swallowed hard, I said I’m fine. But that’s not what was going on inside.

To say it and mean it were two different things, but Saying it and meaning it brings on a different pain.

I said it out loud like I thought I never would and then I felt like no one ever should.

Is it all over are we done? I can’t tell, my Brain and mouth cannot keep up with how fast these tears fell.

I’ll be OK. It only hurt for a minute. You don’t feel it anymore when you’re consumed by it.

Heartache is not just a feeling, but it becomes a way of life for when you loose the one you love that’s how you pay the price.