How was I supposed to know?

In the end you yell at me for the stupidest things
How was I supposed to know?
I cant be the perfect daughter you want
I cant be little miss sunshine when I wont shine
How was I supposed to know?

Should I Shatter This Mirror
Rethink My Life Clearer
Cries Like A River
Blooded Tears Of A Sinner
At The Moment I Realize
I Should Have Took My Own Advice
When I Realize Time Is Money
But Life Has No Price
How Was I Supposed To Know?
Where The Weak Aint Never Mattered
The Strong Only Survives
They'd Be The First To Be Shot Down
Cuz They Cant Salvage Their Own Lives
When People Cant Love Their Own
So They Take Others Away
Waking Up Wishing That They'd See A Brighter Day
My Cries Wont Wait No More
Death Is Nothing I Adore
At The End , Im Still So Poor
Look At My Life As Something More
Something Sweeter
Where I Can Be More Than A Dreamer
Enjoying Life Cuz Im Still Breathing
I Think About It Every Evening
Why Am I Still Breathing ??

I push myself to get up
I tell myself I am enough
I need to be here for my boyfriend
My sister I cannot leave her
How was I supposed to know?
To know that you'd blown
You shattered the mirror I looked in
The one that I told myself how pretty I am
You shattered the only part of me that felt good
Myself
How was I supposed to know