Emotionless FREAK

Lil


Notice of absence from Lil
If I don't respond in a few minutes I am probably at School, sleeping, with family/ friends, or forgot to bring my device. Or grounded.

I sit in my room hurt

Hurt by the fact of you

I sit in here crying my heart out

But as soon as I show it looks like :l

No emotion is a skill to show on a face

And that's what I mastered

Because of you I am a emotionless FREAK

Because of you I am never the same

I want to run, I want to hide

From all the hurt inside

I learned to hide what I feel

But end up taking them out in my room

Im and emotionless FREAK

EmOtIoNlEsS fReAk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is what they call me 

So thank you for doing this to me

Mom and dad I am sorry if you feel as if your bio daughter doesnt want you

BUT I DONT CARE

You guys left me to defend on my own

You left me with the anxiety's I have

Social, and a fear if moving/losing people

Cuz that's all that happened

I lost people I loved

I moved from people I loved

And Ive learned to just not look like I care

Because you may say/ or think

Im and emotionless FREAK

  • Author: Lil-M-M (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: October 5th, 2024 22:41
  • Comment from author about the poem: This is to take my anger out on my bio parents for all the pain they caused me.
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 19
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  • David Wakeling

    Guys are the Worst!. You need to get a kitten or Puppy. Get those happy emotions back

    • Lil

      Thank you for this, and I agree guys can be. But Currently I have one who is also helping me through this bc my bio parents are the guys in this poem. Thank you for your comment I appreciate it!

    • Lyn32

      Nice poem! We gotta make wise decisions, based on the lives were living, especially who we hang out with.

      • Lil

        Thank you Lyn, cuz this writing helps it helps a lot and I really enjoy showing people that I am worth it. And your right we do need to make the decisions.Thank you!

      • Dan Williams

        Wow. A real wagon load of hurt here. Hopefully spelling it put like this will sooth it some. Wishing you some relief.

        • Lil

          Thank you Dan, and it did it really did. Thank you so much!



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