I’m alone now

im all alone now...

no one wants me...

they comfort me but I can see all lies..

they distrust me...

i don’t trust anyone

save me..

they look at me and run..

im about to change...

not for anyone....

i have 1 friend...

i love them so much 

but this hurts me so much,

that I can’t be friends with certain kids

i realized something....

i feel like a boy

maybe I am?

something happened just now...

am I a master of this fight?

the pain hurts so much

i still despise...

i cant learn to love...

hate is all I know...

im drowning in my dreams...

done with life...

work out so much....

hope it’s useful sometime

cause...

i wanna be a hero 

not a loser on the street

i wanna save people

not bring them down