Break me to fix

Will it be okay to break free,
From the image of innocence, to just be me?
I don't want to betray those who trust,
But I long to hold you, to fall, to just.

I want to trust you, but chaos reigns,
Driving me crazy, filling my veins.
I feel like an empty shell inside,
Lonely with loud noise, nowhere to hide.

I want to believe in your words so true,
But I'm scared of shattering, what should I do?
Can I just trust you, let go of my fear?
It's okay to break me if you can repair.

You're the poison I desire, the cure I seek,
The water for my thirst, the strength when I'm weak.
You're the dream I yearn for, the fire in my soul,
Will you break me, and make me whole?

-NJ