Semen Retention

trying to recover

any vitality that I’ve lost 

but in due time what do I do? 

do I 

ponder on what is real
and not what is on the surface

the fruit, the flower, the root and seed accepting all as one and one as all

do I 

see a beautiful woman 

invite her to hear my cocks crow

let her feel it grow 

life is such a balance

I want to have a good time 

but I don’t want to waste time..ahh… 

do I 

do nothing

leave love unfinished

stop my awareness 

and let my body react

whatever… maybe I’ll do nothing