Screaming at a God who Doesn't Listen

Madds

I scream all day and night,

begging for a place,

free from sight.

 

"Why? Why me?"

"It could've been anyone!"

"Why me?"

 

My scars crisscross

my body everywhere,

A line here and there

 

I remove a layer

of clothing and all I get

are whispers and stares

 

my thighs are begging to be

covered with

a blanket

 

my belly a pillow,

and my arms,

a jacket.

 

my life is defined by 48

pink little pills.

I shake when I hear the name.

 

my life is defined by a

man who couldn't keep

his anger in

 

my life is defined by

a woman who talks softly

and a stuffed bear I've had forever

 

and here I keep asking,

keep begging,

to be free of these burdens

 

I don't know how

to survive like this

much longer.

 

My throat is raw

from screaming at a god

who isn't listening.

  • Author: Madds (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: November 20th, 2024 14:30
  • Category: Reflection
  • Views: 20
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Comments +

Comments4

  • Tony36

    Excellent write

  • Demar Desu

    Interesting title, what was the inspiration?

  • 𓆩Mase𓆪

    He listens, He may not come when you want, but He's always on time.

  • sorenbarrett

    One must be one own God it is the only one that will listen. A poem full of pain highly evocative it screams out in agony to a deaf world. Most beautifully written



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