3 Poem Series!! :)

Regret

I can’t believe you

Why on Earth would you do that?

You’ve hurted him

Physically and Mentally

You’ve hurted to him to where it's a long process of recovery  

You’ve scarred him for life

Your touch will forever be in grave into him

Always reminding him of your vile crime

Because of you

He’ll be afraid of speaking up all because of you

He’ll be scared to trust people all because of you

He’ll feel helpless and alone all because of you

This is all because of you

It doesn’t matter if he didn’t say no

It doesn’t matter if he still loves you 

Or trusts you

Or cares about you

You’ve caused him to be mentally out of it

You’ve caused him to be physically scared of every touch

And I know for a fact you don’t care

I know for fact you wouldn’t help him recover

You wouldn’t even help him if your life depended on it

I hate how he still loves you

I feel bad he has to love someone like you

Who clearly doesn’t care about their own boyfriend

Using him for your own disgusting pleasures

He should hate you for your crime

He should hate you for everything you have put him through

You’re a bad friend

Dare I say a bad boyfriend?

I hate you

I want nothing to do with you anymore

I hope you burn

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Envious

People like you are jealous 

I didn’t hurt him!

I didn’t force him to do anything!

Let’s be realistic

He loved it

He wanted this

He enjoyed every last second of this ‘crime’

My touch will forever be in grave against his skin

And you know what?

I don’t care what you say about us

I can see in his glassy eyes that he was enjoying it

He was crying of joy for the rest of the night because of it!

So what's the issue? 

Why are you pressed?

What are you? Jealous?

Jealous I got him to love me first?

Jealous I got him all to myself?

He would do anything for me

He would get on the floor and beg to me

He would even give up himself for me

This is love

This is how love stories are

Are you upset you got no one to love?

Is that it? 

Is that why you are spreading these ‘rumors’?

‘Rumors’ of how I hurted my own boyfriend?

No one will believe you

He’ll still love me

He’ll always love me

To the moon and back

So stop being paranoid and open those blind eyes of yours

We’ll forever love each other

Be together with each other

Share the same air with each other

And there is nothing you can do to stop it

You can’t stop true love

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Sorrow

Oh my dear love

I’m sorry

I’m so so sorry

I didn’t mean to tell people of what you did

Please don’t be mad at me

I promise I’ll be quiet

I promise I’ll make it up to you

I’ll do anything to make you forgive me

I still love you don’t you see?

I still want to be with you can’t you see?

Your touch still burns against my skin

That’s good right?

That has to mean something doesn’t it?

You never meant any harm to me

You never meant to hurt me

Even though you don’t listen to me

I’ll always put you first and myself last

Because I still love you

I still want to be with you

I still want your touch on my skin

Reminding me of how much you love me so

So please don’t go

Please don’t leave me

I love you so much

Even when I am afraid 

Even when I am scared

Even when I feel helpless and alone

I’ll push myself through my limits

I’ll break my own boundaries and discard them like they were nothing

Just for you

Just for your love

Just so we can still be together

We’ll always love each other forever like you said