Why?

I wish I opened my mouth and asked for help 

But I'm so scared to be selfish 

Crying, but my eyes are dry 

I'm silently dying

Why, why, why 

"Your amazing"

I'm not perfect

My thoughts are so hectic 

"Where's your confidence"

I think I left it 

Born without it.

Im smiling

Hating every mirror

Cause everything I see is so disappointing

Why,why,why 

"What hasn't killed you makes you stronger"

But I'm dying

Oh, I'm dying over time 

My eyes are lying

The words 'im fine" been used time after time.

I just don't understand why

Why do I have to be me 

Eye brows, nose, smile, biceps, stomach, eyes, lips, teeth

Dam I can keep going an entire list of things I hate about me 

God why, why me