I'm sorry I did it again

I'm sorry i did it again "

As he proceeded to explain himself,

Tears fall from my eyes, my heart's aching 

And i could feel my body becoming cold . 

No words came out and he was still explaining.

I thought for a second 

If he was still the same person with whom I saw a glance of my future or he was someone else I don't know ,Maybe he was gone a long time ago and I'm just realising it now .

I could see his lips moving up and down ,

It was so fast that I couldn't even understand 

Anything 'any word ' ,

All i could hear was the sound of the rain ,

Maybe she understood and was weeping for me .

I was numb 

For a second all i wanted to do was Scream at him , blame him for everything but again no words came out 

And he was still explaining.

Now everything feels heavier, 

a burden , even my own presence.

The rain started to feel irritating and his voice with it .

I wonder if it's still me 

Or someone else .

My head was about to burst 

Something was wrong with me , something was annoying me . 

And all of a sudden there was an unpleasant 

Silence, the rain had stopped and he said 

I'm sorry i did it

again and walked away.