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about the spectrum of life ,

into the pain account I logged in.

Username:cry baby  password: tears

Happiness was locked in drowned by my fears

I am falling, the hill is steep

A sudden storm is a scene that is unkind

Destroying plans, destroying dreams

Like brittle stone they crumble to dust

Leaving a heavy chest, a restless mind

A sorrowful  gaze, spirits low

Stunned by fates sudden blow

My heart aches from burdens I cannot show

My Enemies cannot know that I’ve reached my downfall

Tears don’t show , words don’t come

I’m stuck in a sad silence

I will let the ink bleed the tears I cannot  shed

write on faith to let hope sink in

Let pain spill onto every page

Before it consumes me whole

In whose arms can I run to?

There’s no safe and peaceful abode

Alone I face these nights that are cold

in humans yes, you cannot safely abide

In God yes, through every tide

He’s the help of the helpless

Gives strength when there’s nothing left

I’m working on borrowed time

Nothing should be left unsaid

I can work on my super hero act

Turn my anguish into art

Tell of how pain is real

show how people can heal

I can only log out if the sun kisses my face

What’s lost may not return whatever the case

I do not wish to give up, I can still try again

Still I will  wish on the star and candles that burn