who's in the mirror?

I look in the mirror and im looking at someone who isn't me

My face is distorted and my cheeks are stained

My mind is blank my spark is gone

My sobs are quite my breaths are stalled

The door is locked my stomach is churning 

Every minute i feel myself turning

Im another person with my name

I feel like a character in someone elses game

Im missing in my own body

I lost myself and no one saw me

No one can help no one wants to save me

I lost motivation Or maybe i am just lazy

I miss who i was i miss who should be

I miss the light when its dark 

I miss the fire in my spark

Im alone in a room Full of 50 people

I look at my peers and know im not equal

My life is gone but my hearts still beating

The only thing i help people with is leaving

A hug is all i want

Sometimes i feel when i hold out my heart people rob me

Well not me whoevers in my body.