Denial

I feel like we look really good together, whenever I’m not in the picture. 

A titanic love story remixed to where Jack drowns in liquor.

Drinking

Sinking

Thinking

But yet I smile……

because seeing the smiles, fun, and laughs from afar

look better than the pain and suffering we’ve sketched into each others hearts.

I’ll always be the best bad decision that you ever made

I never played but,

Bad decisions made with good intentions are still bad decisions.

Shooting shots with no precision 

Causing Head on collisions

Or

heart to heart catastrophes.

Actually,

I’m not happy with what I see....

I can’t be, As long as it occurs without me.

But I accept my place 

With a little  grace

And a promise that I’ll never love another the way I loved you…

Consequently,

NOBODY will ever have the chance to hurt me like you do.

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