LOVE OR LIES

Love or lies                                                                                                                                                                                                                  words I have become acquainted with, without my consent... I was drowning but you made me believe it was all love. You had me on a chock hold with your so-called love, but alas they were all lies...

Love or lies                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Wish I never had to know you, wish I knew you were full of lies and deceits. You served both on a golden platter, that I couldn't decipher one from the other. I can't say I was a fool though; you were just so good at what you do best...

Love or lies                                                                                                                                                                                                                   You've scarred me, ones I'll take long to heal from... you've broken me into pieces I could hardly find... you've reformed me with all your fallacies that I have become almost blinded to which is not... am I a fool if I said, I wish I never knew your lies and bask in the illusion of your love that I have grown fond of? Wish you could say you were joking, that it was just a dream I had last night but we don't always get what we want...

Love or lies                                                                                                                                                                                                                   It's always the same, the latter comes before the former. I thought I have finally found a reason to believe in the former, but you brought my hopes all down at a go. You didn't even spare me some goods to hold on to, now you've left me scrambling for which is and isn't. How can i decipher which is love or lies when you've merged both and made them as a whole. I wish i could give you benefits of doubts but who I'm i kidding, it's all there, as bright as the day...

Love or lies                                                                                                                                                                                                                    I just want to let it all go and pretend like it never happened. Perhaps just hold unto the best version of you in my memory and live with that. Love or lies, I have learned they can't be mixed, if done, it leads to a loveless situation!