I sense something’s off.

Im always thinking

My brain can never stop

Always racing so fast

Could it be a phase , a way that I age or

Perhaps a trauma response?

My sister says there’s nothing wrong

With that old brain of mine

When I ask my mom what’s wrong with me she tells me im just fine

Well why am I so scattered

And My life unorganized ?

Wish I could freeze time

When I lose my train of thought

Until my brain is paralyzed

And all I can do is stare in pain

While my face storms with rain

Leaving me mentally drained

I’m going insane

Maybe it’s time i try to find someone to help me

Cus even so, I’ve heard friends admit

That Everyone can benefit from therapy

After days and weeks and week’s and months

I still feel odd

Something in my brain is off

like a light is missing, broken, or gone

The one thing I lack is a single piece of common sense which robs my 

Confidence

Just a wire 

I sacrificed

For Getting high,

Advice advice? Any one please.

I’m listening now in desperate need

Cus my mind won’t stop

Or give me a break

from thinking, and thinking, and thinking,

 for goodness sake!