Not Sad Anymore

I think I'm gonna clean my apartment

Get rid of all the things that I don't need,

Come and pick them up if you want them,

I'll leave them right by the door

I don't want it anymore.

I think I'm gonna go to a party

Hang out with a friend you were worried about

And I don't have to say I'm sorry

For something I didn't do

Ain't making it all about you.

I'm gonna reconnect with my old self

I like the one I was before we met

I'm gonna buy a one-way ticket

Go places I've never been

'Cause I can do anything

Going out on Monday

Spend all of my money

Sleep into the afternoon

I got all this time now

When you're not around and

I'm not running after

You took up all my space

And it feels so good to say-

Hey, what's the use being sad over you

Now I can't seem to remember being broken

And hey, what's the time? 'Cause you're not on my mind

I'm just making sure I won't forget the moment

When I'm not sad anymore

I'm not sad anymore, no more now

I'm just mad at myself for being dumb enough to love you

But I'm not sad anymore

I think I'm gonna throw me a party

And dance around the kitchen like

I never got hurt, never gave up my heart

It doesn't feel like I loved you at all