The dream that repeats

The story starts with me leaving my house for like 3- 5 minutes and it is dark, foggy, and hot... And what I do is I come back home to my whole family murdered and all over the house. My sister has gun shots in her, my mum is stabbed, my dad has been beat to death and my older sister is decapitated. This ends up scaring the crap out of me, so I leave to go look for help and no one listens.
When I lose hope as a lady comes up to me and asks me what is wrong, and I pour out telling her what is wrong. I expected her to walk away, and.or abandon me, but she didn't she took me home with her and called the police. The next day we have people banging on the door and window. It was children's services. And she told them I wasn't there,so they believed her and left.
I realized that I could see my house from her, so I asked her if I could go home and get my animals, because I could see my puppers put back howling and crying. She says yes and I go to leave and I run into the family friend and he asks me why I am alone and I tell him. He ends up escorting me home. When we get there, there is a lot of blood, and it is really hot.
When we get the 3 cats and one dog we leave and as soon as we are like halfway down the road my house blows up and we see someone is following us with a pocket knife. We start running and we make it away, but as we get to the ladys house.. The door is open so I yell for her and there is no response. And when we walk further into the kitchen she is laying on the ground tied up with rope and tape on her mouth while she has a lot of blood pouring out of her. And the cycle repeats.
Every time someone took me in they would die...... Like everyone, friends, boyfriend, other family members. This dream happens like 5 to 6 times a week. And then I sometimes see little glimpses of my dream throughout the day in my head. And it is disturbing.................. Like it is really disturbing it's like my dreams are trauma reactions. which I can see.