Gut Punch

There is a nasty taste in the back of my dry mouth 
Your presence is so energising, intense and infectious 
I am hyperventilating and crying tears, flowing down south 
I missing you and your brilliant aura. I am wishing you back, because you’re precious 

Now that you are gone, I want to pull your taste out 
Of course you are my love, but you are not here anymore 
Deceased, dead, gone. I want to scream and shout
But I’m not making any noise. From constant crying, my eyes are so sore

My heart is broken and bleeding from you 
You have shattered my soul and made me completely uneasy 
Loosing you and maybe I am slowly losing myself too
My stomach can’t handle this pain causing me to feel queasy 

I will never get over this pain from losing my phenomenal love 
But my body is so miserably missing your beautiful touch 
Since you have abandoned me to the bright holy above 
You left me with nothing but a hard gut punch