The After

Madds

I want to cut it out,

Let it all free,

Come back to my body,

Come back to me.

 

I am the side effect

Of sadness;

And embrace of pure,

Sweet darkness.

 

My wrist is my canvas,

My blade is my pen;

Let me go,

For I cannot mend.

 

The tears don't fall,

Unlike my face.

I starve myself to death,

Hoping I find my last breath.

 

Rehab worked

Rehab worked

Rehab worked

Rehab worked

 

I tried so hard:

I cried a river,

Screamed in pain,

I bled out my fucking brain.

 

I want that sweet

Release again,

Blade against

Skin.

 

The only thing is,

If I go too deep,

Can I come back?

Can I come back?

 

  • Author: Madds (Pseudonym) (Offline Offline)
  • Published: January 26th, 2025 17:40
  • Category: Sad
  • Views: 17
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  • Poetic Licence

    Quite haunting and emotional read, self harming is a desperate and very damaging thing, hope fully writing out how you feel will ease the pain a little, take care

  • Avi

    Are you ok



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