Valentine’s Day

This is just another reminder of what I am missing 
Valentine’s Day is an ugly prompt that you are gone forever 
I will never forget my first time holding you, together kissing 
I will always have the memories, I hate this day however 

Seeing cute couples holding each others hands 
The smile of pretentious love on their faces makes me want you more 
On this day, I want you to hold me, that would be so grand 
But this day makes me feel alone and so sore 

I can feel so much pain and so much sorrow 
It hurts me that it’s just another Valentine’s Day 
No one deserves this much pain, I am waiting on tomorrow 
Anymore with my old luggage, I can’t hide away 

From my past I just can’t endure this pain of Valentine 
It just reminds me that you have flown away to heaven 
But you should be here, with me and only be mine 
You are not in this world, where you can’t even give me roses of seven 

Kneeling in front of your grave, in the wet dirt 
Tears rolling are down my cheeks, as I touch your headstone 
My cold hands only can feel the heart breaking hurt 
Shivering from the cold that wraps around my aching bone