Beyond forgiveness

Being hated by the one you saw a future with 

Is a pain that cuts deep, a wound that won't subside

The label of "cheater" now forever attached

A constant reminder of the trust I shattered and smashed

It wasn't intentional, but the damage is done

A hole has opened, and I'm being swallowed whole, one by one 

The weight of the guilt is crushing me alive

A burden I'll carry, reminder of my mistake, my lie

If I could turn back time, I'd make it right 

But life doesn't offer do-overs, only endless nights

I'm left to face the consequences of my actions

A future without the one I loved, a heartbreaking reaction

No amount of apologies can mend the tear

The trust is lost, and left to face my fear

I'll live with the knowledge of what I done

A regret that will haunt me, forever, under the sun