What do I do

What am I supposed to do

When im not okay

When im not through

And I cant stay

When I cant get up

I cant breathe

Take the final word

And leave.

I cant stay

And watch the birds

And look at you

How I used to

I cant stay

Not under the stars

Where we used to play

And count each one

Imagining that we could fly

I cant stay

Not in the house

Where we sat

And said we wouldn’t leave

Not here

Not now

I cant go