Do I belong?

Do I belong?

Am I supposed to be here?

This just feels wrong

I'm living in fear

For the worst

And I have been since birth

At Least it feels that way

I know I shouldn't, but let me plead my case

It's not up to fate

It just takes a little faith

At least that's what they say

That it's not written in stone

But I can feel it in my bones

Coursing through my blood

Will God sent a flood

Again

I thought we were friends 

Actually family instead

I'd rather be dead than be without him

He always forgives me for my sins

Now I'm out in a storm

It's cold but then it gets warm 

Jesus is here

I've lost all fear

Now I'm walking on water

And getting further and further 

From the boat

I begin to sink

But will I float?

And I begin to think

No, I know

That I'm going to die

But Jesus grabbed my hand

Before I could see the light

The storm calmed at his command

Now, a few days later

We're about to pray

Jesus said that this is the Lord's supper

He said that in a few days

I'll deny him three times

Which isn't true

He said after that he'll die

On a cross and that it's the truth

That I won't help him

But will just watch

I want to be there by his side

It's been a few days now and there's this guy

He just came up to me and asked if I knew Christ

And I denied and denied and denied

I denied three times

Jesus didn't lie

He was right!

And I was wrong

Now I question If I belong

By Jesus's side

After all I'm the one who denied

I denied him

And to think I was worthy to be near him

And the other disciples

And what if this happens again and I repeat this cycle

Over and over

Again and again

To think I wanted to be there

With him to the end

The day has come for Jesus to die

I've never been so happy in my life

I hate him

He's carrying the cross

Just like he said

In just a few minutes he'll be dead

He's dripping with blood

Nails in his feet and hands

Where's the flood

All you have to do is call legions of angels

And they'll come at your command

I guess the tales were all fables

The mighty Jesus has fallen

We celebrate 

Now I remember the words he had spoken

He said he will rise in three days

Now the stone is rolling away

Jesus is back, he has risen from the grave

We are all saved

What a marvelous day

I still remember the last words he said

“Father forgive them, for they do not know what they have done”

He's no longer dead!

The deal is done!

He has beaten death!

Yes, Jesus is here!

Now we can rest!

Without any fear!