Thank you for everything

And thank you for making me a part of you,
You will always be my perfect view.
And if I had a penny if I thought of you a thousand times, 
It would be too many to count of dimes.

And thank you for making me a better man, 
To have a heart that can feel again. 
And If I had gotten your goat one too many time, 
Forgive me for even a short period I thought you were mine.

And thank you for making me see things which I never did, 
Things that were always in front of me but couldn't notice.
And if I felt like a rigid wall who never opened up,
I am sorry for this is who I am after all. 

And thank you for talking to me, 
No one ever did when I was a kid.
And I am a great listener from the start, 
For I was never heard when I talked my heart. 

And thank you for existing in my life, 
validating my little of a good side. 
And I may sometimes be rude to you, 
But I am bad at treating people I love too, 

And thank you for looking at me with those eyes, 
Sorry if I was the reason they had to cry. 
And it always end up in goodbyes, 
And I always have to play the bad guy.

And thank you for letting me go, 
I would’ve ruined you anyway. 
And I hope you are over me, 
Me? I can live with the pain; I always have.

And thank you for thinking of me 
I will live on as a legacy in your mind 
And I hope songs I listen remind me of you 
That I’ll enjoy them even more or it'll destroy me

And thank you for being so interesting
That the repetition of this poem is still not monotonous 
And think of me as a sociopath 
Or whatever makes you hate me