Fill The Cracks

If I know it in my head,

Why can’t I feel it in my heart,

Why can’t you fill the cracks,

To keep me from falling apart?

Because if I know it my head,

Why don’t I feel it day by day?

Why don’t you make yourself known?

Why do you let the cracks grow?

Your supposed to be great,

Your supposed to love me so,

But I don’t feel loved,

I don’t feel the greatness of anything.

Everyone talks about how you changed their lives,

How they found you in a day or two,

But I’ve known you my whole life,

And still don’t know you the way they do.

Why can’t you just show me?

Why can’t you give me a sign you're still there?

Why can’t you fill me with your power?

Or at least cure my doubts?

Because I want you to be there,

I’m not trying to push you away,

I’ve been asking for a while,

But you only come when I’m away,

Why can’t you just stay?

God please I’m asking you once again to fill the cracks,

Once again I ask you to come show me your there,

Because I know it in my head but I want to feel you here.

God I wanna hear your voice,

I wanna see your power,

I want you to change me,

Make me a force for good,

Make me better than I am,

Make me brighter than the sun.

So fill the cracks,

I won’t stop asking,

Not till my end of my days,

Even when you finally do come.

I’ll always be asking,

Even when you do come,

I’ll always be waiting,

For you to show me more of yourself,

God just fill the cracks.