This Is

If I would have dreamed in the first place
I would have never allowed myself to be treated the way I was
This is not my dream
I am missing him
Not saying I am perfect
Lord knows this is not true
I have always had my wild side
Raised up with the rest who never had a clue
We all lie sometimes
Or have at a time
You learn grow and change
Or at least your supposed to
The games I have played on men
Doubt I am guilty of having in them
They sure shined the same back at me
This is my life 
I don't have to dwell on the past anymore
Happiness, a happy home
Safe place for everyone
Trust grows and beliefs blossom
This is my dream

ALK
Sunshine