Self Beating

For years 

It has been me

Running through walls 

Jumping out the window 

Breaking mirror with my head 

No emotions 

Just another day 

Pulling my hair out 

Cutting my heart out 

Trapping myself in the bathroom 

Flooding the floor 

Fake friend's 

I have to ignore 

New bruises 

New cuts

Head to toe

I'm so hard on myself 

Softly killing 

Self killing 

Self healing 

Self Beating