Torture

Ten million tear drops

Marking down the page 

Filling me up with rage 

Whilst putting me in a cage

No emotions 

Only stimulation 

False narratives 

And conversations 

Anxiety and fears 

Drugs and tears 

Egg shells to leer 

Awkward peeking, under the stairs 

My monster 

I glare 

Your torture 

My stare 

The agony you feel it right 

Are you a saint ? 

Or here to taint ? 

Which one are you? 

Black/white 

In the dark or in the light 

In the shadows 

Or sun kissed medows

Wait I will never know

Even on a departed flight 

I still think of you in the night 

Because i know I'm in the light 

But ill never, ever know 

because it was always about who was right