Yearning For You

I miss you,

Though I feel like I have no right to.

I make scenarios in my head,

Of if you were here,

Not leaving me on read.

I love you,

Though I feel like I have no right to.

Missing you feels like grieving,

You will be back, that's what I keep believing.

I wish I could call you mine ,

Our paths crossed , my feelings intertwined.

How different I would've been,

If I was your daughter,

Wanting this feels like sin ,

I feel like I'm drowning in water,

But it is so warm,

You are the comfort ; you are the storm.

Is it a sin to want you for myself?

Yearning is no longer the last on my shelf.

Talking to you gives me dopamine,

But I can't stop the feeling,

Cause you were never mine, 

Being with you feels like healing.

I love you,

Though I feel like I have no right to.