You love Me

If you are going to fall in love with me, here are some of the things you should know beforehand. I cry often. Whenever, It's during a movie, a sad song on the radio, or a regular Sunday morning. I'll cry even when I speak of things that have hurt me, even If they no longer hurt anymore. I am afraid of being left and I am afraid of not being good enough. I will tell you the ways In which I hate myself, and not believe a single word you say when you disagree with each and every reason. You can tell me when you love me countless times, but I will still be afraid of you leaving me. Don't blame yourself. I have to expect the worst, because I always get the worst. When I fall In love with you, I will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes. I will fall In love with the way you look while you're sleeping, and the way your mouth curves when you say my name. I can be difficult to love, but for me loving you will always be so easy. All I ask Is that you don't give up on me, and in return, I will never give up on you. I will always fight for you and love you. I will love you with my entire heart. and If one day you decide to leave (which I hope never happens), I will still think highly of you. I will still remember the kind, caring, loving, trustworthy, handsome, awesome, beautiful eyed man I dated and will always love. Your eyes are like the most beautiful shade of chocolate brown I have ever seen and I hope I never lose you. You promise me every day I will never lose you again because you losing me was the worst decision of your life your words not mine. I hope we end up together again, but life is difficult. I will wait for you because you are the love of my life H. I hope you know I love and will wait. Right person at the wrong time. Patience Is key.