All Yours

Can't you see?

Can't you see that I'm begging you not to leave?

I'm begging you to stay.

Please just stay with me.

Take anything you want, 

I'll give it all to you. 

Just give me some love and see —

See that there is nothing that I wouldn't do.

For you, for your loved ones,

For whatever gives me that smile —

That smile that blooms across your face

When you're truly happy and you meet my gaze.

I would sell my soul for it. 

After all my soul is already yours.

Like my heart is yours, 

Like my body is yours, 

Like every waking thought of mine is yours,

Like every dream of mine is yours,

Like the thought of my lips against yours in each of my daydreams, 

Like how my last thought is yours before I go to sleep.

And sometimes, when I think about you, I just can't help but weep. 

You are so Handsome, you are so pretty 

But of course how could you ever love me back?

My life, me, I'm a parody.

Of the over loving loser, of a lover girl —

Hurting, but not changing.

Why am I not changing?

I guess it's out of spite. 

This world can't turn me bitter,

Or maybe this just gives me a reason to write.