This Isn't About You

This isn't about you,

This isn't about what you didn't do.

It's about me,

And what I did,

I was the one who set myself free,

I remember it all too well,

My memories vivid.

I've been under scrutiny,

And all you did was yell at me.

I remember it all too well,

I know it wasn't in my head,

I know you made it intentionally hell.

Everyday seeing you is something that I dread .

I'm over you now,

Letting you disturb my peace is something I disallow.

I will fully heal, with time and space ,

My journey of growth , I will learn to embrace.

I will give things time to unfold,

I will nurture my soul to be glittering and gold ,

All my hopes and dreams in my arms I will hold.

I will work through every lows and highs,

And I will cherish every aspect of life 💞.