For The First Time

For the first time, I saw in me, the devil,
Attracting me toward the world of evil,

For the first time, I saw God within me,
Saying, do not follow!  Guiding me,

For the first time, I found in myself, world,
Full of temptations, powerful and bold,

For the first time, I saw the human face,
from within full of wickedness and farce,

For the first time, I felt fear from the within,
I made prayer after prayer, saw death within,

For the first time, I found friends rending my,
heart in the lust of having redness of class high,

For the first time, I saw the mercy of God who
lulled me to sleep in the lap of death to save me.

For the first time, I found the world within me,
and I was searching and wondering outside me,

For the first time, I found the gap between me,
and my body, I saw myself away from me,

For the first time, I saw the whole word before,
me just a film wherein I was like a puppet,