~Letter to let go of those who no longer wanted to stay~

~Letter to let go of those who no longer wanted to stay~

Forgive me if this is the last time I write to you, but I needed to say goodbye.

Thank you for the moments, the kisses, the hugs, for every moment where we thought we were invincible.

Thank you also for the illusions that helped me dream, even though they hurt today.

I understood you wanted my presence, but not my place in your life. And it's sad to see how two people who once loved each other end up being just a memory and an empty word. 

I wanted to be the woman who would walk with you through all your battles, the one you would hug tight on the good days and the grey days.

With you I discovered what it was to make love loving, what it was to feel that in your arms you fit my whole world.

That's why it hurt so much when you left me in sight, when your silence screamed everything you didn't dare to say.

Today I understand that one can endure a lot when they love, but they must also learn to let go when the love is no longer mutual.

If you ever want to talk, you'll know where to find me.

Although I don't know if I trust like before, although I don't now know if there's anything left to save.

I will not ask for explanations that you do not want to give. I won't knock doors that don't want to open.

I don't regret loving you, but now I choose me too.

Today I'm learning to let go... who no longer wanted to stay. No reproach, no hard feelings, only with love...

But also, with Self-Love.