I remember

I remember getting dressed up for you but you never noticed 

Why? Was my pretty face too familiar? 

But hers wasn't when you blinked at her in code 

I remember making hot meals to make you happy 

But her attention meant more ? 

Cleared phone 

On Silent all the time

Yet I was dying to be loved by you 

So why couldn't you? 

Was it the way I walked, talked and acted ? 

I guess I was never enough 

If so why did you stay so long ? 

Why take the love from me ? If you didn't love me ? 

These questions will be always be unanswered 

And I'll always feel inadequate as my love was never enough