Ecstasy Boy

Say I'm a bitch
Goodnight Vienna 
The moon hangs in the sky
A crow softly sweeps past and
The day tastes like cherry

Say I'm Mr. Know-It-All 
Hello tomorrow
The smut we obsess over
Melts like glaciers
A rush of pleasure flooding me 

The grudges we hold
Never set in stone
And when I look at you
I miss my old smile 

New colours penetrate the soil
Nights of solitude
Tortured by the vanitas of youth
Biting his lip, kissing him 

I hear a song in Spanish
Drunk musings of yesterday
Swimming in sins 
Through purple nights 
Lonely and sunkissed
Smiling at death
Longing for a warm feeling inside 
I feel like nothing
Fucking an angel.