Today... I Just Need To Survive

Sorry, I’m In The Middle Of My Own Storm.

I Can’t Be Your Umbrella Right Now.

It’s Not That I Don’t Care, It’s Not That I Don’t Want To Help.

But My Hands Are Already Full—Holding Myself Together, Managing My Own Battles, Trying To Heal Wounds No One Else Sees. Living With A Betrayal Feels Like Living With A Murderer. 

I’m Tired! 

I’m Hurting! 

I’m Barely Standing! 

Right Now, I Just Need Time— To Breathe, To Rest, To Find My Footing Again.

Maybe One Day, When The Rain Slows Down & The Clouds Pass, I’ll Have The Strength To Shelter Someone Else. Or Perhaps, Maybe Never! 

But Today?

Today I Just Need To Survive.